I kid you NOT!

please applaud. coz its a fucking one man show.

i echoed john weakly.screw ur temper and my declarations to the world don't mean a pinch to me anymore!

and screw her and her flaccid resolve- i can easily just cast those inconsequential figures aside and bash my way through brutally. the rips and tears in my flash would mean nothing. really if thats wat it takes to get my golden trotters moving.

at this moment,my brain is shrinking.ok fine maybe it isn't but i feel like it is.

i pray to god dat i have the strength to move on n pull myself together; coz if it fails, i'm the only one that seems deserving of blames.for tainting all the nights with my feeble, disgraced shadows of attempt. for feeding everyone else around her a chance to snigger. 'i told u so' for fulfilling the prophecies of those wise sages out there who would with ponderous chin in a hand, announce regretfully- oh oh.......but succeed, it will not.'

so screw my temper and my patience!