Thursday, August 2, 2007

Gloomy!

After several hours of delibration i decided to accord more net time to chronicling of lydia's words.But i haven got much time to prodigalize.so, let me just sheer off the wolly bits of feelings here.

Nowadays i'm getting so gloomy and pissing myself off.now that's a feat. Why
does my life have to sucks so bad?!Why do u have to come and screw up my life like that?!DO you noe i feel the pain too? do u noe i bleed too? sometimes i try and try to numb myself from all the hurts-but it just doesn't work. I spent the whole morning craving out weird flower patterns on my hand,they are just victory branding though.

'you' have never made a comment insensitive before and got me bloody pissed off with your actions.NEVER!

which is of a nicer blue?the sky or the sea?(who cares abt the ans though,you certainly don't.) As far as they are concern,they probably wouldn't consider themselves to be tinted any shades of blue. How can they possibly see?! Only humans would ask stupid questions like 'which is nicer of a blue?-the sky or the sea?! (without recognising that neither of the 2 r blue!)
Its just that i am starting to get tired of everything. tired of my whole sucky sucky life..............................tired of.................
having to type like a truly brainless teenager angst kid.oh goodness sake! anyone who's considering ranting on like that should do a search teenage angst passe. but who should we blame for teenage angst? ALL OF YOU READING THIS ENTRY STILL AT THIS POINT.
tsk tsk tsk.
you deserve alot decent whipping at your butt.
i'm feeling absolutely schizophrenic- i mean look at all those entries!that bitter,resentful, psuedo-angst tone! how more pathetic can that get!ok then again, everything said on hindside is erm, different in that i'm no longer in the realm of words and results of your actions.
*Look to heaven*
*stoned*

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