Never ever in my life have i ever heard a rendition of Que Sera Sera that comes any close to this in being nightmarishly ethereal. Definitely not the best song to wake up to, but it sounds eerie enough to keep you from falling asleep at night.
what with my freakish blog picture accompanying it- i'm spooked by the dooppelganger.
it will be interesting to note the time of this entry 1:05am!!!
Yes!i'm engaging in mundane pleasures at such an ungodly hour-when it would be justified if i'd even any intention to passed off as having stayed up to mug. I hate the way things are turning out now.
perhaps its just that little thoughts of 'losing' that strucks me at this freakish hour.
after hearing the events of unsightly people n msgs to my dearest, i can only give a reluctant smile and a pained shrug.
The kid in me is veering towards self-mutilation 'why do 3rd party exist?!'
it was laughter and joy towards the hearing on the bumpy roads but the pain in the heart held me breathless for seconds.
oh my!i guess i shouldn't be much of a panicker but calm n cool about everything. but truly, deep down in me, sourish yet sore. if ever u have the best remedy to kill it all?! GOD!!!
oh, my little karen,
whatever we make, will be
the future is ours to see,
what we make, will be...
what we make, will be.....
are we really gonna stick it out til the end or jus another episode seeing you having to leave again?!
it'll be worth it for the experience; i've been whirled through; unholy amalgation of love, strength,passion,obdurancy,contrived,sanguineness,and hope. Adequately benevolent, they have allowed me occassionally indulgence of bliss; but whatever the saccharine can ultimately never mask the undercurrent to self-crafted solitude that i will always have to battle.
sigh!
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